Lyrics

How can I be lost in my own house
When I've lived here for years
Just got off the phone with you
And I'm fighting back the tears the tears
Of all those years

But I know you don't care
Take my heart and watch me bleed
And I love you all the same although you hurt me so
And I'm just tired of breaking down again

All I hear is the thunder (as you walked out the door)
Amongst the gentle fall of rain (you called me such a child)
And no my ships not goin under (a child can cry or smile)
I'll learn to live with the pain the pain
Oh the pain

But I know you don't care
Take my heart and watch me bleed
And I love you all the same although you hurt me so
And I'm just tired of breaking down again

Where were you last night when I waited for you to call

I've spent far too long tryin to be what I'm not
And now i wanna take a step back to have a look
At what I've got what i want what I've forgot

And I'm tired of playin these games
I need to remember my own name
Oh why oh why all this facade
When life itself is so very hard
So hard